I knew what I was going to write about this morning. This afternoon, I was positive I knew what I was going to write about. This evening, I had the words!
Now, they’re gone.
Somewhere in the mix of my bank messing up (again) driving all over the place a hundred times today (2 stores that didn’t have what I need, one errand run twice due to said bank mistake, and the story goes on) apparently either no one knows how to drive on a overcast almost-rainy day, or everyone on the road was subliminally suicidal today, because I nearly got in a wreck six times and none of which were caused by my stupidity (unless you call driving on the road while the other drivers were out there too. Then yes.)
That’s a run-on sentence turned paragraph with no end. Here’s the end: I’ve gone insane and my mind has blanked out totally.
I was unintentionally insulted highly by a demented old woman who thought she was bitching to someone else, about somebody else. I ate something I was allergic to (thus, the mind fog) I came face-to-face with the nerves that are threatening to overtake me with the realization that 1. I’m going to school again and never thought I would, and 2. This isn’t no training course this time, it’s school.
And 3. This may lead me to do something with my life I’ll be happy doing, besides writing.
I’m nervous, I’ll be the first to admit. I’m going to be tired, cranky, busy busy busy busy busy… thus the reason I plan to publish my book before school begins. Even I have no illusions about the fact that I’ll probably get NO writing done, and no attempts will be easily made to market, not when I have to work and do school at the same time.
I’ll keep up with my blogs, though they may not be award winning or entirely daily, but that remains to be seen. Hell, school may give me plenty to blog about.
I think it’s time for some cherry amaretto ice cream and some sleep. I have a long day tomorrow. Have a good night, everyone.
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